Pnina Shinebourne – two poems

As part of a series of blogs featuring poems from poets who made it as far as our 2019 shortlist, here are two poems from Pnina Shinebourne. Pnina is the author of three pamphlets. A Suburb of Heaven won the 2014 Venture/flipped eye poetry pamphlet award. Uproot won the Overton Poetry Prize 2017 and was published by the Lamplight Press. In 2014 she won the Wasafiri New Writing Prize. Her first collection, Pike in a Carp Pond, was published in 2017 by Smokestack books. She is originally from Israel and now lives in London and teaches psychology at Middlesex University.

The poems below are from a sequence that draws on the life and work of Claude Cahun.

Don’t kiss me

breezy as an airy dawn, she slips into a bodysuit
and boxer shorts

a dumbbell angled across her thighs. Newly
made-up face for the day. Pouty lips,

curlicue spirals skirting  her forehead,
faux nipples pasted on her off-white chest.

A flash, steel
glinting in the pupils of her eyes.

Her top says I am in training
don’t kiss me
. As if teasing a gaze,
cracking beneath its hold.

Watch how she stirs the stare, the twirl
of the eyelids,  the quivering

hearts drawn on her cheeks, the way her pose
thrusts at you, and tilting slightly

sideway, captures the I dare you,
the way the camera shutter’s click

makes it speak

Skin for the colour of time

Crossing over the bridge
the dazzle spills
with facepaints, glitter & ruffles
into a girl’s eager eyes –
plunge, it flutters,
into a kaleidoscope
of pleasure

flushed with excitement, I am
the girl whose out-of her-mind mother,
like a ship sliding on clouds,

drifts around a beak-nosed child
curled in a cupboard, the girl
who wants nothing more

than to throw herself into the rattling
alleys of adventure
& each year the path hardens …

add a wrinkle, a fold along the mouth,
eyelids inked in black
& a skin for the colour of time.

Once on the day of the carnival
I passed my lonely hours masking
my face, thickening the streaks

to let dark monsters enter my heart
in a gasp of fretting, the paint biting
my flesh. I tried to scrape it off,

the way deer rub the bark off trees
with their antlers, until my skin
came free & my soul

like my flayed face, no longer
resembled a human form

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